Dreamland

I hate going to bed

Because I'm scared of what I'll see

A thousand thoughts race through my head

It's a never ending cycle stuck on repeat

It's just a bunch of "what ifs"

And things that will never happen

But a girl can dare to dream can't she?

When she's lost all hope in the everyday things

But what happens when you can't tell which one is worse

The thoughts in your head as you lay there

Or the countless dreams of an almost pair

The two worlds seem to blend and smear

All that is not what it seems

I close my eyes and feel my nightmares shift slowly into dreams

I am stuck in a dreamland.